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For blue skies

[Jul. 1st, 2010|12:05 am]

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[	Current Music	\|	Commercial Breakdown By The Sunshine Underground	]

I have decided to bring this back to life. After all it might do some good. I am currently facing a quarter-life crisis. To go or not to go. To isolate myself or to express. I have too many scars on my body and everyday I hope that I am just a caterpillar. There is so many things to love here and I can't imagine staying away too long from them. I have to decide what to do with the next three years of my life. What happened to all those talks of being an engineer. I guess when you grow older you become more self-conscience and aware of your surroundings. To date, I have placed myself into a stable relationship and the idea that it is going to places. And I have lost many friends along the way. The friends that are the closest to you are the ones you tend to leave behind. Anyway, to Perth or not to Perth.

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[Sep. 6th, 2009|04:36 am]

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This Year's Love By David Gray

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This year's love:

I'd like to remember this when we're old and grey. When I have no more stories to tell you. We will always go back to that moment when our hearts connected and slipped away. If only I had known, if only we'd had the courage. We could have saved so many heartbreaks. The only way you can tell how much someone loves you is by the way she looks at you. And there is only one that I can remember.

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SIGH.	[May. 12th, 2009\|12:23 am]
My second week in school and I'm lagging behind. If voltage is lagging behind current therefore it is an inductive circuit. I am an inductive circuit. Always lagging behind. Currently, I have missed WWF (not that it is any relevant to me), afternoon sleep, late-night scrabbles, CSS and Zouk parties. I am going to miss Datarock and Pearle's birthday party and that's if she's going to club. I have been sleeping early religiously and sometimes I wonder why the hell did I ever take up engineering. I couldn't find anything else that might fit my talent. Music, no. Art, no. Business, NO. Engineering, might as well. Back to where I once were. I don't think I ever liked Maths. I only pretended to love Maths.Like how I have two imaginary cats right now. Ashes.
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flowers in the window

[Apr. 17th, 2009|02:00 am]

[	Current Location	\|	london below	]
[	Current Mood	\|	awake	]
[	Current Music	\|	Flowers in the Window by Travis	]

Unrequited love, at that period of my life, the only kind I seemed capable of feeling. This caused me much pain, but in retrospect I had to see the advantages. I don't fold the clothes on my own now and I have been watching the flowers grow. Though it is so hard to forget pain, but it is even harder to remember sweetness. And it is harder to forgive. We have no scar to show for happiness. The worst thing is that they remain for a very, very long time.

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